Monster Girl!

I have proof that thoughts=actions...Since I have been working so heavily on my book..I have reflected on the deep past and how life has affected me. WOW...talk about digging up old garbage! Let's just say-I can't wait to get to the part if the book WHEN the GREAT AND POSITIVE STUFF happens ....YEAH!!!!!!!! I have seriously been a walking MONSTER! I feel horrible for everyone around me. I should just GO INTO HIDING (I feel like a big cranky BEAR)! I am TRYING TO BE BRAVE AND BE NICE-but it's not so easy. I want to appologize to my family, especially my kids for not being "present" with them! I PROMISE YOU... I will be back soon. I want to say I am SOOO sorry to my friend, Jennifer, for taking my SWEARING AND PURE PISS POOR attitude lately! She sees it the most, since she is assisting me closly with the book! I WILL be better. FORGIVE ME!
I LOVE you all...thanks for hanging with me. and loving me-no matter WHAT I ACT LIKE:)
Wendy

Moving Along...slowly but SURELY

Ok.I am so embarrassed. I have not blogged forEVER! I have had a hard time keeping up with LIFE. My son is in kindergarten this year-and I love spending mornings before he goes to school playing matching games, practicing speaking French (I enrolled him in French and Spanish), and doing all kinds of cutting, gluing, creating all kinds of his new "inventions"..and MESSES...WAY BUSY as you can see!

I have been pounding on my laptop keys just rambling on-attempting to finish my book-which is in such disarray and so UNORGANIZED-no one can POSSIBLY understand it but ME! I DO have a great friend helping me to get it under control and adding lovely words to my monotone "matter of fact" writing style. She literally is making beautiful music out of my CRAZY lyrics! I FEEL BLESSED that this book will BE so GREAT because of our TEAMWORK!

I have been to a GREAT training called Train The Trainer 1 by Peak Potentials in California earlier this month. It was life changing for me. I have been blessed to have broken through barriers that were holding me back (MYSELF!). I learned how to speak, present and teach with passion so that I can really REACH people! I CAN'T WAIT to launch my book-and share with the world how AVERAGE I am...that I actually transformed and took responsibility of myself, my life, ME, MYSELF and I!!! And have the WORLD witness THE OUTER RESULTS...and EXPERIENCE MY INNER RESULTS!

I joined ToastMasters, which is a group (there are local chapters all over the country) that allows personal growth in the public speaking arena. I know I need TONS and TONS of practice-so this will be a perfect opportunity!

I MUST admit-I am soooo impatient and THIS IS ALL TAKING TOO LONG!!! ARE WE THERE YET???????????

I must THANK YOU all for your patience with me. I know you all support me, and love me-and I love you too! I PROMISE...the wait will be SOOO worth it!

I will commit to a regular blog (at least twice a month) from now on! ARE YOU WITH ME?

Thanks my family and friends! I am blessed for having YOU in my life!

Love, Wendy