Monster Girl!

I have proof that thoughts=actions...Since I have been working so heavily on my book..I have reflected on the deep past and how life has affected me. WOW...talk about digging up old garbage! Let's just say-I can't wait to get to the part if the book WHEN the GREAT AND POSITIVE STUFF happens ....YEAH!!!!!!!! I have seriously been a walking MONSTER! I feel horrible for everyone around me. I should just GO INTO HIDING (I feel like a big cranky BEAR)! I am TRYING TO BE BRAVE AND BE NICE-but it's not so easy. I want to appologize to my family, especially my kids for not being "present" with them! I PROMISE YOU... I will be back soon. I want to say I am SOOO sorry to my friend, Jennifer, for taking my SWEARING AND PURE PISS POOR attitude lately! She sees it the most, since she is assisting me closly with the book! I WILL be better. FORGIVE ME!
I LOVE you all...thanks for hanging with me. and loving me-no matter WHAT I ACT LIKE:)
Wendy